My Relationship

As most of you know know, Hayley and I have had a few problems the last few days. Its nothing she did... and i accept full responsibility.... i should have never done what i did to begin with and i really do not feel like explaining what happened.... but as of tonight... 5/19/2016... Hayley and I have officially called it quits.... All because i couldn't think for two seconds about my own actions.... We weren't together... but i really broke her heart.... To be honest... i feel like a complete asshole.... I don't deserve someone as amazing as Hayley... I don't deserve someone as kind hearted as Hayley... I had the whole world in my hands and i fucking blew it.... I lost the love of my life because i didn't think about my actions before i made them... i deserve what im going through right now.. and a hell of a lot more... if she hates me i deserve it... if she finds someone better... i deserve to hurt... if she completely leaves be behind... i deserve it... My actions lately deserve punishment... and that's what im getting... I love Hayley more than i love life its self... but i lost her..... someone please dont follow in my steps and lose the one person who means everything to you... don't do anything stupid... learn from me and cherish what you have... because nobody knows what they have until its gone.... And now that i know what i had... half of me is missing....