My problem

Right now, i have a problem. My girl and i have been having problems for several months now. We are trying to work things out but cant seem to get past one thing. She thinks because she doesn't want kids that i wont marry her or do anything with her. WE ARE YOUNG! im only 20 years old. yes i want to marry this girl. yes i fucking love this girl. yes i want to spend my life with this girl. I CANT FUCKING STAND TO BE APART FROM HER! she is my kryptonite. She is my one weakness. I want to grow old with this girl! she is my fucking life! We have been through hell and back and i don't know if i would have made it through some of the things i did without her. i need her.... Its killing me to be apart from her.... I dont know what to do... I really dont anymore.... Its hard... iI need help...

Have you spoken with her? Have you told her your feelings? Sometimes, discussing is better than doing nothing.. :S

We have been trying but she doesnt want to do anything just yet becasue its been back and fourth with my ex before her. and i cannot guarantee it wont happen again...

Well my friend i am afraid you'll need to decide where you want to stay and start "chasing" after that one. You need to talk with yourself and really decide whether this girl is the one or you'll stay with your ex. I mean you said you wanted to stay with her and you can't stand to live without her. Prove that to her. Let the ex go and start proving to her what she means to you. That way she'll understand and you'll get your chance to talk with her!